Sunday, March 26, 2006

Dead End or Existential Crisis?

I'm having another- 'why am I here and what am I doing with my life?' crisis. A couple of days or weeks ago, I started to feel mediocre and that my life is going nowhere. I feel like I am at a dead end and I don't know what I am going to do.

I honestly can't bring myself to write much more right now, because I am falling asleep and I want to go to bed.

I just hope I'll see a sign. Something to tell me I am on the right path.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sicker than a Dog

My body seems to like to quit on me when I least want it to. I have so much due in the next few days and I feel like my head is going to explode. Yesterday, I didn't move off the couch. Today, I got slightly more done, but still not that much considering what is still left.

Is my body trying to tell me something? Ugh... I don't need a lesson right now. I need a mind that can process things and energy to work.

Why?